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I'm bored. And everythig sucks.
It feels like everyone of my real life friends are ignoring me. Maybe I am too boring too them because we don't share the same interest?
I used to have a best friend before. We did everything together, and I did nothing else but to laugh everytime we hang around.. We were best friends for ten years. Then she got new friends, and suddenly she was ashamed of me because I am goth, and she hadn't been that before. I assumed (still do) that her new friends had something to do about it. Cause they didn't like me at all. Anyways, we kind of slipped apart from each other. That is very sad. I miss her very much, and it breaks my heart everytime I meet her. It feels like we haven't known each other at all when I talk to her now. We're total strangers to each other.
I really can't describe how much I really miss her. I think about her everyday, and I know she misses me too. She said it herself, but she thinks we're different from each other. I have told her that I don't care, that I miss her so much.
Isn't it weird? I mean,best friends for ten years, we knew everything about each other... and suddenly we were total strangers to each other.
I really don't understand :(
It feels like everyone of my real life friends are ignoring me. Maybe I am too boring too them because we don't share the same interest?I used to have a best friend before. We did everything together, and I did nothing else but to laugh everytime we hang around.. We were best friends for ten years. Then she got new friends, and suddenly she was ashamed of me because I am goth, and she hadn't been that before. I assumed (still do) that her new friends had something to do about it. Cause they didn't like me at all. Anyways, we kind of slipped apart from each other. That is very sad. I miss her very much, and it breaks my heart everytime I meet her. It feels like we haven't known each other at all when I talk to her now. We're total strangers to each other.
I really can't describe how much I really miss her. I think about her everyday, and I know she misses me too. She said it herself, but she thinks we're different from each other. I have told her that I don't care, that I miss her so much.
Isn't it weird? I mean,best friends for ten years, we knew everything about each other... and suddenly we were total strangers to each other.
I really don't understand :(
